11/11/11

After 3 months of not touching this, i guess no one will suddenly come here and have a look at my blog.
thats good as i have too many things inside my heart that i wanna expose.
3 months just passed by so fast,
i remember when everyone was busy playing their liga in july, starting to study in august and full-force in september for pmr.
of course, pmr has ended. it does me no good as i miss those days.
2011 is ending, and if people ask me what's special this year.
all i can say is,
i've met some true form5 friends, which i'm really happy of it.
i've sat for pmr.
i'm part of TN6.
i attented 7weeks.
i've broke friendships with some shit.
and lastly, i like a girl which i dare not talk to.
my book is full of memories which i'd remember for life.
currently working at ss15 Sweethut.
I keep asking why am i so gutless.
I dare not do anything when she's around.
for example, today she stopped by and i went away without a word.
this feeling sucks, i'm struggling..
it's funny how people can become total strangers when they were once close friends.
will update again soon, all i wanna do now is have a cup of coffee and chill in my bed room refreshing those precious little memories.

please study, please.

Don't understand myself.

Promised my cousin to score 5A's and above to make him proud.

Always say wanna make my mom proud.

Aunt said i can't do well in my PMR, wanna prove her wrong.

but what am i doing to help myself achieve all these?

Haven't started studying when theres 1 month + left to PMR.

I need guidance, need someone to help me!

But what's important is I must help myself!!

Must change myself and start studying from today onwards!

please..

2 Golds 1 Silver 1 Bronze!

Just finished volleyball and badminton liga :)
collected 2Golds1Silver and a Bronze medal.
got a gold in the boy's singles event and a gold for volley.
a silver for doubles with guanyew and a bronze for mix with kimberly :)
Finally finished all my liga's!
PMR is in less than 2 months time, time to STUDAY!!!

how wonderful, how beautiful ♥

Had been going to Acts Church for the past few Fridays.
7 weeks has been awesome thus far :)
the 5th week just passed, and it was my favourite one!
was touched by what the pastor said. it meant to me, sincerely.

Week 3 : school uniform, SMKSU! :)

July 13 always a date to remember!

Arsenal came to town and played a match with Malaysia XI.

was too excited, went to the stadiun 3 to 4 hours before the game started haha.

got myself a Arsneal jersey, awesomeee! :)

Had a great time!

going for the Chelsea game on 21st july too, but i won't enjoy it as much as i did in the Arsenal game.

Arsenal FTW! ♥

As for today, it's ChyiRong's birthday!

went to her house together with ryan, leezheng, edmond, estee, jessie and nicole to give her a suprise :)

planning success! 

shared cash to buy her a cake.

Just a simple pic with the birthday girl! :D

Ryan went home early, so didn't get to take many pics with him.

still enjoyed the day tho! :)

and lastly,

to those people that are interested in knowing why am i emo nowadays.

It's because, in my opinion. 

i liked someone i don't deserve to like.

i just realized i like this girl soo much, what should i do.

do i qualify?

haha since when this has became my emo blog? ;P
many things happened throughout the month
i like a girl, but i think, predict, guess the girl dosen't like me.
and maybe she likes one of my close friends haha.
it hurts.
although you may see me always smiling, always doing retarded stuffs to make others happy,
but deep inside my heart, i'm not well.
i'm broken!
some of my besties asked me to confess, but i just don't wanna let you know that i love you.
i always think that i'm not good enough to be with you.
and of course no one wants to be with a short, ugly, dumb and someone who always speak vulgar words.
soo i shouldn't waste your time to even tell me that we won't be together.
she's the girl i really like
i didn't have this feeling for my past girlf's.
this girl is diff.
it's a pity, a pity.

ni jiao wo qu, wo yi ding qu.
hao xiang jing tian, wo qu le. ke shi que zhao bu dao ni
dang wo jiao ni qu yi ge di fang, yi ding shuo kan sian ran hou jiu shuo be de kong na xie li you

friends?

haha i thought i was soo lucky to have such good form5 friends, but i thought wrong.
i was treated like a puppet to everyone, some thinks i'm funny most of em thinks ima sohai
whenever i go out with em, i will always be left out or being the one that get bullied by them
asking friends of em to whack me and saying not to fetch me back home from somewhr in the middle of the night
saying their day was always better without me
whenever i play a sport, i make a mistake, i'll be criticized badly. whenever i do something right, i won't get praising
taking money away from my wallet and not returning
and not having faith and trust in me
are these the things a good friend will be treated?
brothers best friends, idk what are those things anymore.
does true friendship really exist?

20/06 midnight

1.36 an, just fin my convo with her. school tmr. good night chat with the special one, dead tired. goodnight! :)

Long Story!

Hey readers, long time since i last bloged.
miss me? ;D
oh well, school has started for 3 weeks and i guess i've finally settled down.
i missed 6 days of school this month due to sickness and fatigue, but at least i didn't ponteng :) thats the bright side of his situation.
went to putra stadium, bukit jalil on the 20th,21st and 22nd for the malaysia open
watched many badminton matches, and of course saw my idol lee chong wei get his hands on the trophy once more :D

                                    enjoyed myself there ;D
january the 26th, it's my birthday! didn't really celebrate, just had dinner with my family
mom spared me 200 bucks xD

                                             LOVE YOU MOM! :)
thursday 27th january morning, smksu 2011 cross-country!
and i guess i had just the perfect brithday present for myself, got number 11th running with the form 4's really isn't easy. THANK GOD!
gilbert as expected finished first, congrats bro!

               i was dead tired at the last corner, thanks to him i kept on running. thanks bro!

                                  never give up till the finish line! :)

                            getting my trophy, ignore my retard face please :)
thursday night, iaina's birthday party.
followed tzeryuan's car to iaina's house, her house was huge!
it was a bbq party and played with water, it was a blast! :D
oh and iaina was born on the same date as me, 26th january. but she celebrated one day later.

                           everyone has a god, and i'm their god. these people are the irvinist. jkjk :P

                                        group photo!
many more things happened in january, but i'm lazy to type c(:
lets hope that february will be a better month :)
ciao!